Wednesday, April 6, 2011

last one for a bit...maybe?

April 6, 2011

Yay! We got our cell phones today. PC bought our first cell phone. But if we lose it or it gets stolen we have to buy our own. It’s pretty awesome…cuz apparently if people call my cell…it’s free for me to take the call! Someone told me that it’s probably less than 10 cents a minute if called from skype. It’s 1 pula per text back to the US (which btw, the conversion is 7 pula to $1…so not bad!) and 6 pula per minute to call back to the US. So do the math. we start with 40 pula on our card, then if we want to add money, we just go to a tuck shop on the street to add more money. Apparently it’s pretty easy. Not too worried about it. Anyways…hit me up over email if you’re interested in calling…I’ll send you my new number…I’d love to hear from y’all! J

Ah! Last night in the lodge. And the real test begins! Tomorrow I get my host family. I hope they like me and I like them. And I hope they are ok that I am asian! I'm going to be heading out to Kayne tomorrow and i'm going to meet my host family. so i don't know what the living situation is going to be like, but i'll see if i can find internet out there at a cafe or something. i'm pretty nervous, but it's all a part of the experience. Wish me luck!

Oh! Haha. And I found out how the people here may normally react to Asians. They ask “what are you selling?” I think I’m gonna tell them I’m selling condoms…and that they are free! Haha. that way I am kind of telling them what I do there while trying to get them to practice safe sex. Nnyaa? No? damn…I guess I’ll just smile and laugh. 

Let life happen, whatever it may bring. boroko! (night!) :)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

I'm here in Botswana...FINALLY!!! i actually did it!!! :D

March 31, 2011
After somehow figuring out a way to shove 80 lbs of everything into a rolling duffel, a 65 liter hiking backpack, a regular backpack, and a computer bag…I managed to get on a 845 AM flight out of LAX to my favorite city, philly (except…NOT).  I arrived…as I had expected it to be and as I had last left PA, cold and rainy. Lol. Anyways, went through and did the whole registration thing, got my official government passport and some money (YA!). I met my roommate, she was pretty cool. We had fun chatting for a bit. (sorry, can’t really say much about other people just cuz I don’t want them to feel uncomfortable about them being on my blog, or if I’m even allowed to write about other people in my group, as per the government, since apparently I am now owned by the government). sat for a hot second and met up with my friend Grant for dinner. It was awesome to see him, since he was a friend from home, and it was nice to catch a friendly face in a different city. We went to maggiano’s and decided to be kids and ordered a bottle of wine with our pasta. It was all delicious.
I came back to the hotel and found another volunteer and watched jersey shore. I have no shame admitting that I love that show. Awesome. That show is just quality. Went back to my room. Exhausted…being that I didn’t sleep the night before. Passed out.

April 1, 2011
Woke up to room service at 630 AM in the morning (which btw, is technically 330 AM in the morning still for me…lol). Walked about 10 blocks in the sleet with very thin flats to go get my yellow fever shot (which about 5 days later my gland and arm is still swollen from). Then went to go stare at a piece of history…the great liberty bell. I saw a large crack. Awesome, I wish I could have licked it…just cuz it woulda been cool to lick the liberty bell. Lol. Then went to go on a search for a philly cheesesteak at 1030 in the morning with two other volunteers (whoops…I mean TRAINEES, cuz technically we are not called volunteers yet). Found a jim’s. got some cheese whiz. Got some mushrooms. And devoured it in less than 5 minutes. Delicious. I think it has to do with the bread. I can’t quite figure out why no other place in the world can actually make a cheesesteak like philly does. But I do have to admit that it was the best cheesesteak I have had. J
We then spent the next 5 hours going over everything about Peace Corps. Icebreakers. What we expect. What they expect from us. What our anxieties are. What our aspirations are. How to handle situations. How to communicate with others.  And of course we had a long conversation about the giant elephant in the room, the 20/20 episode. I’ve never seen a room go so somber so quickly. But hey, it was on all the females’ minds. So we were gonna talk about. At the end of the day, it neither made me feel any better but no worse either. My philosophy on that is that, look it can happen anywhere you travel. Just be smart and be aware, but don’t let it be a deterrent for what you want to experience in life. We finished feeling much closer to one another. All in all, it was productive and fun, so I’m glad we “set our stage” for what is to come.
I needed a hard drive, since my friends, previous to leaving, had completely filled my hard drive with their music (which I am thoroughly enjoying right now while writing this), movies, and tv shows. So I walked another 11 blocks in the rain with my rain boots and raccoon beanie. I had a woman stop me along the way to take a picture of my hat. Bought my 500 gb hard drive (yes, I followed your advice, kyle and chris!). then grant came and picked me up. The rest of the night reminded me of college, besides the fact, my friend grant had just bought a house the previous day and we were checking it out. AWESOME house (so proud of you, grant!). went back to the hotel, watched some tv, took a shower, and repacked everything. And by 230 AM, we were downstairs in the lobby, dragging our luggage to the bus.

April 2, 2011
Reached JFK at 545 AM. Bless her heart, Andra is already waiting at JFK (<3 you, andra).  She helps me distribute my weight through my luggage to make sure they are under the maximum 50 lb weight. We talk, eat breakfast at mickey d’s, and just hang out for the next 3 hours, all while checking in my bags. I was so glad to see her before I left. *sad face* had to say bye, and walked through security at around 845 AM. My parents called and talked to them for a bit. Talked to my friend greg about his new life and my soon to be new life on the phone. My parents called again…talked to them again. Cried when I said my last goodbye to colin. Got on the plane. Called max to say goodbye. Then I called my parents again…and told them I would call them when I was able to when I reached Gaborone, Botswana…all while my mother was sobbing on the phone. Off we flew to 1) to Johannesburg, South Africa, then 2) to Gaborone, Botswana.

April 3, 2011
I slept all 15 hours of the flight to Johannesburg, except when food arrived (haha…yes I know some of you are laughing). We got on a small flight to Gaborone where they told us, we were unable to move seats because that would redistribute the weight of the plane, and that could be a problem. And finally about 28 hours later…we are finally in BOTSWANA. YAY! we all clapped and cheered on the plane.  J SWEET.
Baggage claim, though not unexpected being that we had 39 volunteers each carrying about 80 lbs of luggage per person and we were on an itty bitty plane, did not have all of our luggage, or none of mine for that matter.
Our first drive through Botswana! Chaparral, short trees, green grass, goats, kombis (small little vans), 2 lane highways, huts, giant houses, and a HUGE sky. I’m loving it. We get to our lodge. It has little huts everywhere. It’s so cute. None of us have luggage. After 30 hours of traveling by this point…WHERE IS THE BAR?! You find 6 of us immediately sipping down some Castles or Black Label Carlings. Best thing ever. We were happy. Just hung out and talked. Huddled in a small fake cave by the pool and just watched the rain come down and the thunder roar (and no…it was not mistakened for a lion). The volunteers who are already in service tell us it is good luck that it is raining on our first day. Yay! I like good signs. It’s comforting. African rain is beautiful. Large, cooling drops that just comes down like a sheet of water. It just pitter pattered on the pool. 6 of us were huddled in a little cave, sipping beers, just enjoying the warm weather and soothing sound or rain. Great way to begin our journey. J
Since Botswana was previously a British colony, they follow many of the same traditions as the brits…such as tea time! Once the rain died down, there were little sandwiches and tea for people to go and munch on. In attempt to keep us awake to avoid the jetlag, the existing volunteers put together a slide show of their villages and travels to show us. Unfortunately, although it was all very fun and interesting, everyone was WAY too tired to keep their eyes open through that. Luckily soon after, it was time for dinner. I’ve figured out the food here is very starchy, so potatoes, butternut squash, rice which are accompanied by stews. It was as I had expected it. Simple.
We couldn’t really keep our eyes open anymore by then. Bedtime! 830 PM. Hehe.

April 4, 2011
First day of training!!! They have us jump right in it. We begin by taking our first lesson in Setswana. J Dumela! That means hello! O tsogile jang? How are you? Ke tsogile sentle. I am fine. The cool thing is the “tl” is a click! It’s so hard when you first try it. I found out today that Setswana is a click language! And NO that doesn’t mean it’s ALL clicks. It’s just that they have clicks in their words. O robetse jang? Did you sleep well? The “r”s are rolled “r”s. I am on my way to learning a new language. Tswee-tswee, ke a kopa. Please, can you kindly…? Hehe. It’s pretty awesome to learn a crazy different language.
We got our malaria pills today. I got lucky with that stuff. I luckily didn’t end up with the insomniatic/hallucinogenic pills. Apparently mine is just sensitive to sun. SWEET.
DUDE it was SWEET today though. We went out of the lodge and wander the streets of Gaborone (it’s said like Hab-a-ron-e). As we passed we said “Dumela, mma!” – “Hello, ma’am!” and people would respond. And then we would say “ke a leboga!” – “Thank you!” pretty awesome. I talked to people in their language and they responded. Goal of the day…COMPLETED! 
So once again, since it was a British colony, they drive on the other side of the road. People were crowded into kombis. They aren’t too big on pedestrian right of way, so we really need to be careful. I almost got taken out by…a BMW. Lol. We had 2 little girls following us…slyly staring at us. Then they eventually ran off after I said “dumela!” to them. Haha. Whoops…didn’t mean to scare them off…they were so cute!
Came back. Ate dinner. Started drinking and just hung out with everyone. It was awesome just shooting the shit with the group. We talked with the people who are already serving. We talked with people amongst our group. We had a good bonding night over a few beers. Everyone was much more rested than the night before, so we all had much more to say and more to smile about.
All in all, it was a great first day here in Botswana.

April 5, 2011
More training today. Learned more about home stay. We’re going to be in Kayne, about an hour and half outside of Gaborone. And no…I don’t think Kayne West has ever been to Kayne (though you would think he would go to a city he would have thought was named AFTER him…lol). It’s a big town, so we should be able to get everything we need there.
I had to separate my luggage, because one piece of our luggage is going into storage for pre-service training (PST).  So basically everything I don’t think I’m going to need in training goes into the bag for storage. Luckily…there is no weight limit for this, so it was much easier for me to divide stuff up.
Not much to say about today, but that I was feeling a bit anti-social. It’s kind of like the first week of college again, where we are all trying to find our new friends, so everyone is talking at all times. And honestly, I’m a bit drained with all that trying. Lol. Hopefully, I will be better by tomorrow.
I look like I have a tumor on my forehead. I didn’t know bugs like to bite foreheads. Lol.
Oh…and sorry for taking so long. It’s been a pain trying to find internet access, let alone getting access. Apparently, it doesn’t like connecting to the internet.  I will try as hard as I can to find time. As of now, I’ve just been trying to adjust to everything that is going on and integrating myself into the new environment. As I said before, I am bad at keeping up virtually. But I will try my best. *hugs and kisses to all*
And I get my cell phone tomorrow. Yay! Shoot me an email if you want my number so we can chat! Miss y’all!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

the night before

i think my head is going to explode. i've been packing...unpacking...packing...then unpacking again. i feel like it's a never ending process, and i think at this point i have given up. i am just going to bring what i have in my suitcases, and that's it. ugh...in a way i just want this day to be over, but it seems like there are so many things i can do before i sleep.

it's called breathing...i can't believe i'm actually doing this. and i am now officially FREAKED out.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

omg....what am i doing?!

omg...i'm freaking out, man. the shnoze berries, taste like shnoze berries!...and serisously...i have been freaking out like a lost little child on their first day of school.

it's 2 nights and 1 day before i start this whole thing...and i honestly have no idea what i'm getting myself into. it's been a crazy 2 weeks of just getting everything together. making sure i have everything i need (hiking backpack, water filter, sleeping bag, dry shampoo, first aid kit, swiss army knife, etc...). making sure all my finances are in order. i feel like i've been a bit of a headless chicken, just running around in circles. but i guess it's all coming together. i wish i could have written more, but i honestly have been swamped with the last details of my home days.

i've been freaking out for the past 2 weeks. i definitely think i may have developed a slight case of bipolarism just from these 2 weeks. from being super sad about leaving everything that i love here, to being super excited about this new adventure. as time comes closer for me to leave...not gonna lie, it gets harder and harder as the day approaches. don't get me wrong, i am definitely not second guessing my decision to go...but it's one of those things where you don't realize what you have until you've lost it. and being that in a way i am about to "lose" everything and everyone that i've had in my life, it makes it just that much harder to say goodbye to it all. i love all my friends and family. and i finally realize everything that i have here that is so amazing. unfortunately, it's a realization that came a little too late. but at the end of the day, i have a pretty sweet deal. awesome people here and an awesome new adventure to come. we've had an awesome 2 weekends. from my best friends from college in vegas, to my coworkers and happy hour, to all my friends in LA, and finally to my family. we all celebrated with the mixed message of "don't go! we're gonna miss you!" but "you have to go! we're so excited for you." makes me love everyone that much more. :)

one more note to all, i am normally not very good at keeping up with technology (haha...that definitely is NOT news to many), but i am also not very good at keeping up in communicating via technology. so this is one more thing i plan on working on while i am away...learning to stay in touch...VIRTUALLY.

ok...gotta get back to the whole packing thing. sigh...i know i'm gonna forget something...and hopefully it's not my mind...wish me luck! :)

Monday, March 21, 2011

last day of work...

today was my last day of work. it's hard to believe that it's already been 2 years and 9 months since i started the whole working life style. it's been many up and down days...but when looking back at it all, it's been a great time. i've learned so much from my job and just from living as a working stiff. i've made a lot of great friends here and have been taught so much by everyone. i've really grown a lot as a person and have matured a lot just from working this corporate world. though, it was never exactly my ideal situation, i would never trade it for the anything. it was definitely something that i needed to go through, and it has brought me to where i am today. they really took me in as their own, and dealt with all my little annoyances, and the constant need for food and candy. i'm really gonna miss everyone. love you all, and thank you. you will never really understand what you have given me, and i will always hold dear to me wherever i may be. :) <3

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

eh?! really?!

though i know it's coming...and it's all going to be real...and it's all gonna happen...it still hasn't hit me. but i guess that is how life works...you can't sit around a wait for things to happen or expect them to happen. just let it be, and when the time comes, enjoy it for what it is worth. take life as it comes at you, and make the best decisions that you think you SHOULD make. :)

Monday, February 14, 2011

gathering the thoughts that are left for los angeles...

sorry, my previous post, i guess was perhaps some insight as to why i even wanted to begin this long, arduous journey into the unknown. it's kind of like an overview/outline of what i am trying to accomplish/answer. though there are many more questions i would like answered, but in a way, i want to start with those questions. as more come to mind, i will post them. and hopefully, as time passes, we will slowly see them answered. as many people have said to me, "oh, wow. what you're doing is an amazing thing!" i want everyone to realize i am doing this very much for myself as well. no act goes unselfish (sorry to all you altruistic believers out there, i mean no offense or insult, to each his own, right?). as i've said to many of my friends before, i want to help people, while being selfish at the same time. :) to make others happy, you must find what makes you happy first, only then can you take the time to really understand what people are looking for, cuz that way you are no longer focusing on yourself.

anyways, i was counting today. yes, i am asian...so i should be very good at that. i realized i only have 6 more weekends here. how did that happen?! before i had an indefinite (/ felt neverendingly infinite) number of weekends here, and now i have dwindled down to single digits. in fact, i have dwindled down to single digits of times i will be able to do...this and that. like i can say, i will probably only surf 5 more times before i leave. i will only see some of my friends maybe 1 to 3 more times before i leave. to top it, there are so many things i need to gather before i leave. like what bank account should i be putting all my savings in? what books should i be bringing to study for, GREs or GMATs? etc. all must be put in order prior to leaving. i really must start a list...sigh, something else to put on my list...make a list. lol.

i've been reading up on some volunteers that are already in botswana. i guess they were the group to go before me. i feel like i've been stalking them...(and sorry, if you ever come across this. i don't mean to stalk...more so of HIGH interest in your experienced insight). i'm curious to see what their backgrounds were and how they have helped them. it's always cool to see where they come from, and how they use their past to deal with the present. what experiences are they going through? am i going to encounter the same? how did they deal with it? how would i deal with it? omg...am i going to be able to only do laundry once every 3 months? or be ok with idea of ants crawling on me while i sleep? you know that "myth" that you eat 8 spiders in a lifetime while you sleep? i bet...my number will probably triple the normal statesider then. am i going to be forced to learn and LIKE to fish? it's nice to see the possibilities of what i am getting myself into for the next 2 years. i am holding onto dear life to the idea that i am going to be able to tough it out. *keep your fingers crossed for me, please?!*

oh...and on a sidenote...i jumped out of plane today. i don't believe this to be my last time doing it either. it was fricking AWESOME. :)