eh?! really?!

though i know it's coming...and it's all going to be real...and it's all gonna happen...it still hasn't hit me. but i guess that is how life works...you can't sit around a wait for things to happen or expect them to happen. just let it be, and when the time comes, enjoy it for what it is worth. take life as it comes at you, and make the best decisions that you think you SHOULD make. :)